let it b unnamed....

After a long time m again writing here...getting inspired by mah blogger frend, here i m writin my one nw...Basically i m so damn confused about d topic m about to give to dis piece of jotting down of words. so let it b unnamed for sumtime....actually i dun understand d main motive of writin blogs as in i always thought dat those who write blogs are some great personalities n common ppl cant write d same but someone proved me wrong..n here i m writin d same...so thank u 'someone'..u inspired me a lot.....

i read 4 articles today of mah friend yes i can say dat 'someone', it was awesum..i couldnt think dat mah frend is so into d game of words.....n yes thank u 'someone' dat u helped me all d tym i wanted u to stand for me....i m glad to have a frend like u....

so now talking about my day then it was as usual boring as presently my college has given all its students d days of rest as in vaccations..i may conclude dat Delhi University is al about holidays...d students out here are always found at home passing their time by actualy 'thinking' about their future not 'acting' anything to accomplish d same.....

ohh!! i m loosing mah track,,,lets concentrate on d day....

so i had a nice meal a nice sleep n a nice internet action...so my day was complete with only dese few 'vella' things....n yes i met one of my frenz after long 2 years i guess......

ending up mah hot discussions here n pledging dat i wil write blogs religiously..haha..wil c...

signing off

redchutni......

do i love him....

do i love him or just need him for pains,

if i love him then why cnt i feel d same,

am i cheating him or is it my nature,

oh these thoughts r just torture....

do i love him...

many dreams n hopes unfulfilled,

do i expect more or is it his way to fill.

or is it d time at guilt.

had i not promised him for lifetime,

or do i need sometime..

do i love him...

am i feeling neglected,

but i do knw his problem,

he gives me what i want,

n i treat him as my God,

but practically he is not...

do i love him...

should i give it another chance,

or let it flow in free lance.

it is also true dat i adore him.

but i want to love him

not for my needs but for my life..

do i love him...

enough now..

for no doubt he is my life,

and YES I LOVE HIM...

its the only way to say,

YES I LOVE HIM AND I NEED HIM FOR MY STAY....